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User:dystopiachimera (1622307)
Among mad people.
I've often seen a cat without a grin, but a grin without a cat?
Name:Bethany Jane Mayhem, Esq.
Website:Maraschino Cherries
Location:New York, United States
Birthdate:1987-08-04
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"She exhales vanilla lace."

Through all the windows, I only see

INFINITY

and the darkness wraps its loving arms around me
kevin sequist

The sun is always shining, you just might not be able to see it yet.
theresa fairbanks


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Chris Hall Is SW Dreaming Love
All my memories of a life forgotten; the pictures and letters that we wrote are hidden in the dark,
locked away forever, buried in a shoebox labeled BURN.

Now I'm lost all alone, only you can make me whole. I am broken and alone, you've left this gaping hole in my soul.


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You are, you are the air I breathe. My one waking thought you haunt my dreams. You're both the cure and my disease.
You are you are the thing I need, you are the thing I need.

Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies. Oh, he don't know, so he chases them away.
Someday yet, he'll begin his life again.

I woke up cut and bleeding, I finally shed my skin. I can’t stop this awesome feeling flying in.
Now I’m awake every moment, awake every moment there’s a chance to fly again.

From underneath the trees we watch the sky, confusing stars for satellites. I never dreamed that you’d be mine-
But here we are, we’re here tonight. Singing Amen, I’m alive.

She's got it out for me but I wear the biggest smile.
Oh, I never meant to brag, but I got him where I want him now.
Oh, it was never my intention to brag, to steal it all away from you now.
But god, does it feel so good cause I got him where I want him now.
And if you could, then you know you would, cause god it just feels so... it just feels so good.

And I miss you in my fingers and valleys in-between. It's odd how feelings linger for something yet unseen.
There's ages between my heart and my mouth. My veins throb with that which I can't spit out.
Now I don't need much, just presence in mind and the assurance your ache matches mine...
... so stay. Please don't pull away from me.

I'm so addicted to all the things you do when you're going down on me in between the sheets.
All the sounds you make, every breath you take- it's not like anything when you're loving me.

I'll take your love. I'll take your hate. I'll your desire.
I'll take the world when it turns on you. I'll set it on fire.
I'll take your heart. I'll take your pain. I'll bring you to life.

You can tell by the scars on my arms and cracks in my hips and the dents in my car
and the blisters on my lips that I'm NOT the carefullest of girls.

I was so afraid of losing everything that I never had. Now that I've got nothing left to lose, there's nowhere left to run,
there's no one left to blame, there is only me alone to face the demons in my head.



Concertness
Pop Sux Tour - 2003
Ozzfest 2004
Eighteen Visions/He Is Legend
Ozzfest 2005
Green Day
CKY
Ill Nino
Taste Of Chaos 2006
Effigy
Avenged Sevenfold
Ozzfest 2006
♥ The Dreaming ♥
[okay so it was an ill nino show, but whatever. i saw the dreaming!]
The Machine [a Pink Floyd cover band]
Ozzfest 2007 [well, we visited it]
Dickey Betts & Great Southern


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